February 2012
85 posts
Man, I like people who text back fast. Just by responding to my message in a timely manner, I already like you. It makes the friendship that much better when you are a fast texter. People who take hours to reply bore the hell out of me. Unless I like you, that’s a different thing. I just wish the girl I like would be more responsive with the phone.. But oh well, what can I do? She...
I never really understood the offensiveness of racial slurs. Sure it is seen as offensive in society, but I call black people “niggas” all the time, I call Chinese people “chinks” all the time, I call Koreans “gooks” and “dog eaters” all the time, I call Mexicans “beaners” all the time, you get the point. I think they’re funny...
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Man.. If I didn’t have to carry my dad’s weight around all the time, I would be able to go out and do my own activities. Like today, I could have hung out with Linda and Diana, but no, I couldn’t because I need to take care of my dad. I am so hindered.. and I really wanted to go out with friends today. I know taking care of my dad is something I shouldn’t have to think...
Okay so I wake up, go on youtube, and in my subscription box there’s the new Big Bang “Blue” song, so I click to watch and when I read the comments, they’re like “OMG I’m crying right now, shaking that big bang is back. Please, oppas don’t leave us again! *sniff*” and my face is like wtf, are you serious? It’s not like they gave you life or...
Damn I haven’t been posting at all lately. I’m currently on break and am taking full advantage of this short, one week, vacation from school. I know I was supposed to continue on the February challenge thing because I was busy from finals week, but I’ll pick up where I left off maybe tonight or tomorrow, I have so many things to do. Life is great right now, I have new people in...
You know when people tell you to avoid that one guy because he’s a complete dick or that girl because she’s a slut? Well most of the time, those kinds of words make me want to go out of my way and experience how this person actually is like aside from the rumors rather than avoid them. There’s something about people who I hear stories about that makes me want to be their friend...
Holy crap, what a semi fucked up dream I had.. The girl I was dating was Kelly, and I did such a horrible job at being her boyfriend. I never treated her like a girlfriend unless I saw her, did not call, text or anything. Then when I finally saw her for the second date, I remember she didn’t want anything to do with me. When I went in for a kiss, she backed out. I felt the guilt even from...
a-state-of-lyndon:
People get the wrong idea. When I do better in life, some people might be bothered by the fact that I’m getting better. Some people believe that by being getting, it’s almost as if I want to become better than them. But no, I only gain satisfaction by being better than my previous self. Every time I improve, I’m gaining pleasure in seeing myself go up, not seeing myself go up...
You know what’s funny? She has the power to make me the happiest, but at the same time, she also has powers to make me collapse to the ground with a single action. It’s almost like I’m a puppet, I depend on her motions.
It sucks to know that the person you like does not like you back the way you do. You can tell, simply by the words they use around you. The amount of time they take to reply to your text message, it isn’t normal to take hours to respond. The way they say we will chill but that day never seems to reach the day on the calender, I x out each passing day but the gap from today to the day we were...
forevervanny:
lol y do i do this to myself. people don’t lead me on, i lead myself on … im such a stupid nigga.
What the heck, I woke up at 5 from what I think was too much silence. How does that even happen..? Lately I haven’t been getting quality sleep. I’ve noticed I only get a few hours of shut eye, and then I wake up from an unnatural cause, then end up feeling drained of energy during the afternoons, causing me to nap. I want my sleep to be normal again..
So.. I haven’t been doing my February post challenge thing for about three days now. I haven’t given up on it, but it’s just.. it’s finals week for me.. and the studying is killing me right now. But I will resume my February challenge after Thursday, that’s the day I’m free from Winter session! Then I’ll be busy chillen with friends, the ones I don’t...
One big satisfying feeling is hearing that someone looks up to you. It’s surprising because am I really that big of a deal to you? I just do me, not trying to catch attention and I don’t think I’m too important to anyone, but if whatever I’m doing is cool to you, then cool! It makes me feel accomplished to see that I can be a good influence on the younger generation when...
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My mom says black people are good people, their skin color may be black, but their hearts aren’t black LOL
Hopefully I can make working out a daily routine. I’ve started doing it for two days now, I think I have the motivation to become more fit. Being a tall guy and lacking muscle isn’t something to be proud of. For now, I’ll focus on arms, then stomach, then chest. Sounds good!
jennywins:
It’s annoying when someone texts you, and then you text them back but they don’t respond
wtf is wrong with you?
I know right. Gotdammit.
Would it be weird to have a random person walk up to you, give you a hug, look you in the eyes and tell you “everything is going to be okay,” then proceed to walking away? I kinda want to do that, but I’m scared I might come off as creepy. Especially since I’m a guy, approaching a girl would be almost like rape, and for a guy, they would probably think I’m a...
shirleychen:
Sometimes I wonder how people move on so fast. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing but some people find another boy/girl just like that right after a breakup. I guess they were just never in love.
I think they’re hoes. But what can we do..?
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“Self portrait” -021012
A self portrait made of words. Who am I? When I really think about it, I can’t answer it or I would feel as though I would be lying to myself. I person once sang “we all have capacity to change ourselves with time.” I’ve been searching and waiting, for what feels like an eternity, to see the change in me. The only movement being felt is...
Here is how I’m feeling.. I think I like this girl, but I know for sure, it is so obvious that this girl has no feelings for me. Probably a negative percentage of her liking me even one bit. Well, it’s kind of stupid of me to like her.. I barely know her.. So I don’t understand if I can call this “liking” in the first place, because I don’t know her too well, I...
Everything she does is so beautiful in my eyes. Her language is what seems so elegant. The tough words she spells out for me is fierce and cute at the same time. It makes me very interested in her. I want to learn more about her philosophy. I think I’m falling for her.
I wonder if my mom thinks I’m retarded or something because I use sarcasm around her. She’ll say “it’s so messy here” and I’ll tell her “no mom, it’s really neat and clean!” I know elders don’t really understand sarcasm too well, so she’ll probably be thinking “what the heck are you talking about? There’s clothes and...
Some guys can not pull off facial hair if their lives depended on it. I’m sorry, but you look disgusting, like a hobo. Actually, I’m talking about the lazy look in general. Some guys can’t pull off the messy hair/5 o’clock shadow look. I see a lot of guys who have long curly hair and a shot ton of facial hair, and it does not look good on them. It looks like they spend...
So I don’t know what this feeling is.. It is something I have not felt in a really long time. It is something I know I have felt before but everything about this is unfocused, it is something familiar. I wish, I wish, for my mind to grow stronger. Stronger so that I may endure more quests that shoot from the dark space above the stratos. I want to be able to feel the cosmos, and have my...
It is pretty annoying when you are venting to someone and they respond with “that sucks.” Bitch, I know it sucks, you think I don’t know that? Why do you think I’m telling you my problem, for you to tell me it sucks? I want a full opinion on the situation, I came to you for an input, not for you to say “that sucks man.” You’re a gay friend.
Something I yearn is this girl’s voice and name to appear in the screen of my phone. So cliche, but it brings me joy to see that combination of first and last name in my phone. I don’t know if I legitimately like this creature or I’m infatuated, it’s hard to tell the difference this early. But man, my life would be complete if she was mine.
I asked my mom if she likes Chinese people and she said “well, what do you want me to say..? That I like the black people?” LOL Oh man.. I love my mom :D
Dammit, I missed a post for the February thing by an hour.
“Dinner” -020612
My dinner is nothing. I try to not eat dinner because it will mentally make me feel thinner. But I usually eat something similar to dinner, but it is a small portion and I eat it early, maybe around 5:00pm. I don’t know, it’s just the way my mind is built, the more hungry I am, the better I feel.
I think it’s scary how horoscopes are sometimes very accurate with whatever they say. Some days, they are way off, but on those days where you turn to the horoscope to see any advice they can give to cheer you up, it seems as though they were following you or something. I usually read them at the end of the day, so that I can reflect, and when they are spot on, I get freaked out. I...
I get so annoyed at those “friends” you consider close when they say they are “busy.” I don’t understand how busy can you possibly be? Too busy to even reply to my text message? So busy that you can not take one minute to pick up your phone, read what I say, think of a thoughtful response, and to type it out? So busy that you can’t reply to my facebook comments, so that you just give me a “like?”...
There’s almost nothing better than waking up to see a text message sitting in your inbox from the person you like. Even if the message is less than two words.. Lol, what the heck is wrong with me.
It happened again. I dreamt about a girl who meets my standards, and now I can feel myself growing a spot for her in my heart. This time I had a dream of Linda, we went to go see one of my favorite bands play live. The magical thing is that we were both having fun, smiles and laughter.